One foot in front of the other – Faith, Belief and Vision
Little did I know, the day I started 362 lights home, that I would have an almost 4-year detour on the way forward. Maybe detour is a bit strong word, since it did fill a purpose and more importantly put food on my children’s table, gave us a possibility to find a new and improved home as well as putting my back on the working market.
The faith however, hasn’t always been with me. Sometimes the view been so mudding and I so tired I didn’t remember the path I was on. Where I was heading. Looking back, I can conclude though, that my belief must have stayed steady. One foot in front of the other every single day. I am back on MY path again.
We grew up.
There have been days when I have asked myself – were we spoiled? Catered or something? Or why did it all become, so hard suddenly? I have even believed it in periods. Telling myself what an idiot I must have been. My mother must have been.
While the truth is, we were just not prepared.
Prepared for any such curveball.
Prepared for generating everything ourselves.
Prepared for every single little consequence being on us.
But we did it.
Hard lessons and hard work.
Not even taking it away would be easy – because now we know – and we are prepared. And we have a Vision. A next chapter.
We know in our hearts of hearts, that if we belief and stick to it will happen. We will reach whatever we set out minds too.
Dreams and wishes turned into goals and accomplishments.
Things I even forgotten, but remember now looking back.
School diplomas. Animals saved. New languages. Qualify for a credit card or loan. Being able to buy chocolate every day if we wanted to. New town. New friends.
Looking forward to the next chapter – this is what they call faith isn’t it?
297 signals to go. On my way home.